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Kevin tiny - I can tell you that I am discovering that viewing anything that creates lust in my mind is and has been for a long timea way to avoid.
My parents were both alcoholics and used liquor to avoid closeness with on another.
I have used porn in one form or another to avoid intimacy with people I've loved very much.
Most addicted people spend most of their life either trying to stop, wishing they can stop, or preparing for their next attempt to stop.
If addiction is stopped correctly you can stay stopped through out rest of your life and have so much control, addiction feels like a thing of the past.